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Me
beginning work on the Great
American Novel in 1974 (which
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The Authentic History
Center is independently owned and operated by
Michael S. Barnes
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| Greetings! Since so much
of my time is dedicated to the creation of history,
I thought it appropriate to tell a little of
my own, about the path that led me here. My
first brush with history was in my birth city
of Detroit, during the 1967 riot. Since I was
just shy of two years old, I really don't remember
anything about it (I do remember playing with
a very cute neighbor girl though). My recollection
of the event is a series of photographs my father
took of National Guard troops riding around
in five ton trucks with fixed bayonets that
were a part of our family photo albums. My mother
tells me that there was quite a bit of anxiety
in the neighborhood, and she distinctly remembers
a White Southern emigrant walking by the house
and saying, "you best get inside lady,
they're comin'." We lived on Marlowe Street,
about 1.5 miles west of the riot boundaries,
and in telling me this story, my mother then
added, "But they never did come."
In a middle lower class neighborhood made up
of Irish and Italian Americans, one can safely
conjecture who the "they" were. One
of my mother's favorite stories about me, which
she tells whenever I'm particularly deserving
of embarrassment, is of a visit to the doctor
around this time. While sitting in the waiting
room, I was suddenly inspired to lean over and
lick the bare arm of a matronly African American
woman. I like to think of that episode as an
early attempt at embracing diversity and helping
heal the wounds inflicted on the city during
that tumultuous summer.Within a few years, favorable economic conditions
permitted our family of four to move 43 miles
almost directly north to Oxford, where we took
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My
first superhero comic: Amazing
Spider-Man #134 (July
1974) |
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modest suburban ranch until
the fall of 1975. I recall those years as being idyllic. We had
woods behind our house, several lakes in which
to swim and fish, and the neighborhood was teeming
with kids of all ages. It was these children
who introduced me to collecting, especially
baseball cards and superhero comic books. We'd
walk the mile to Don & Joyce's Party Store
for the former, and ride our bikes the 1.4 miles
to Patterson Drug Store for the latter, where
I bought my first Amazing Spider-Man comic (#134)
in 1974. A frequent neighborhood activity was
the "comic book trading convention,"
where we'd swap unwanted books for new reading
material. Many of the comics I acquired during
this time would eventually push me in the direction
of collecting and analyzing historical artifacts.It was during this time that another historical
event thrust itself into my life, in a way that
greatly impacted my development as a human being.
When my mother's three attempts at procreating
a daughter resulted in my older brother Jeff,
in me, and in my younger brother Greg, she decided
to take a more definitive route. In 1974 she
read an article in the Detroit Free Press about a family that had used private channels
to adopt a Vietnamese orphan. Not a woman prone
to shyness, she contacted and met this family,
and then a few others in the area who had done
or were thinking of doing the same thing.This
was a relatively new concept. There were plenty
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Rebecca's
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1974 |
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families in the area who had adopted Korean
children, but adopting from Vietnam was a pioneering experience and
my mother wanted to be a part of it. Vietnam
was to me at age eight an obscure event I was
vaguely aware of. When the subject did come
up on the playground at Daniel Axford Elementary,
it was to ask, "Who do you want to win,
the North or the South?" Since all we really
knew was that there was a North and a
South, it seemed like a relevant question. That
would soon change. This is a story I intend
to tell in much more detail on this website
in the Vietnam section, but the basics warrant
mentioning here. In 1974 my family adopted my
sister Rebecca out of a Saigon orphanage. She
was almost four years old when she arrived that
October, and I was almost nine. Rebecca was
in tough physical condition. She had the distended
belly characteristic of malnutrition, her teeth
were rotted out and smelled bad, and she had
yet to be introduced to potty training. She
stole food and hid it around the house (but
being four, she wasn't very good at it. We'd
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Rebecca
& me (with home-done haircut)
February 1975 |
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| stashed
beneath her pillow), and she wasn't very particular
about where her protein came from. She would
eat broccoli and ice cream with equal enthusiasm,
and she also ate leaves, crayons, even the scabs
she picked off of her body. And yet Rebecca's problems
were insignificant compared to those of the second child
my parents adopted. In the waning days of America's
Vietnam experience, a small group of private citizens
from the Detroit area who were loosely connected through
their adoption experiences traveled to Vietnam to get
as many kids out of Saigon as they could. They arrived
in the capital in mid-April 1975 and left just a few
days before the final collapse. Operation Babylift,
the US government's effort at doing the same thing was
under way as well, but this was a private effort. They
went to as many orphanages as they could and created
a master list of orphans with only basic information
(inventing birth dates when they were unknown), and
made arrangements for later transportion to the airport.
When they had done all they could, the group left Saigon,
a few short days ahead of the planeload of children,
which left on or about April 28. Before leaving, my
father put his name on the list next to the name of
a two-year-old girl, thinking that it'd be nice for
Rebecca to have a younger sister. Because they had seen
hundreds of kids over several weeks, he didn't know
which child he had just decided to adopt. He only remembered
later that he had been told at her orphanage that she
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arrived home just in time to turn around and head
back to Detroit Metro on April 28, where all of
the Detroit area families who were adopting from
this last trip had gathered. Our new sister, whom
we named Mary Kim, was not on the plane. She had
been too ill to make the entire trip and was being
treated at the Naval hospital on the Presidio
in San Francisco. My parents quickly flew out
there. What I remember from those couple of days
that they were gone is a phone call in which they
told my older brother Jeff and I not to expect
a sister like Rebecca. Mary Kim was in deplorable
condition. Estimated to be nearly two years old,
she weighed twelve pounds. Her body was covered
with open sores, and she had almost no fingernails
or toenails, her body lacking the nutrition to
produce adequate keratin. She was infected with
parasites too. They removed worms from her rectum
twelve inches long, and they shaved her hair because
of head lice. In addition to the severe malnutrition
she had experienced and the physical damage it
had caused, Mary Kim was also diagnosed with "mild"
cerebral palsy, and with microcephaly. But there
was something else wrong with her too, and over
the next few years she would see several specialists,
none of whom were ever able to conclusively identify
her affliction [In 2001 my mother happened to
see an MSNBC special on the effects of Agent Orange
on the children of Vietnam. She reports being
stunned at the physical and cognitive similarities
between these children and my sister]. Mary Kim
was not severely retarded, however. Her eyes would
follow you intelligently, and she did acquire
an understanding of English that allows her to
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Mary
Kim, Oaknoll Naval Hospital,
San Francisco (April 30, 1975) |
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Mary
Kim (August 1, 1976) |
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her head "yes"
or "no". (She can even tease you if
you give her the opportunity to by asking the
right question). She cannot walk, crawl, sit up,
or even feed herself. Her entire body is afflicted
with a rigidity that makes it extremely difficult
for her to even open her fist. This part of
her illness became more pronounced as she grew
older, and has placed severe stress on her spine.
She has never be able to talk beyond a few words
such as "light," which are communicable
in part because of how urgently she looks at
the light and for us to look at it too. The
funny thing is, none of us ever felt any awkwardness
toward Mary Kim. We simply took her in and loved
her as she was, which was pretty darn near perfect
in our eyes.That fall we moved across the state to Holland,
Michigan, where we adopted a French-Vietnamese
boy with mild cerebral palsy, an adoption that
was ultimately terminated more than a decade
later. These experiences, with these damaged
children, had a tremendous impact on my world
view and my place in it, and they certainly
made me more attune to international happenings.
In 1979, at the age of thirteen, my parents
divorced. My older brother moved out on his
own a short time later, and for the next five
years it was my mother and I taking care of
four younger children, two of them with special
needs. I worked at the local KFC for three years,
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groceries, often
bringing home leftover chicken (and the smell
that was an occupational hazard of working for
Colonel Sanders). It was around the time of
my parents divorce that I discovered music,
just in time to witness (and celebrate) the
death throws of disco and to help usher in a
new era of alternative rock by spending a ghastly percentage
of my $3.35 an hour wages on LP records, concert
tickets and T-shirts, and on other accoutrements
of the era that we believed enhanced the rock
'n' roll experience. Much of this site is devoted
to music, a legacy of the many thousands of hours
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"Before
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| night listening
to those LPs and writing horrible poetry. Thus
distracted, I graduated from Holland Senior High
School in 1983 with mediocre grades, no immediate
plans, and no real vision of where I was headed.
I had taken an AP US History course though, because
even preoccupied as I was, my earlier experiences
had fostered an appreciation for the subject.
Nearly a year after graduation the historical
forces of growing up caused me to impulsively
take a trip downtown to military recruiters row one day in early
1984. Knowing next to nothing about the military and
never having lived near a military base, all options
seemed relatively equal to me. I remember that the first
office I stopped in was the Navy's, and that the recruiter
told me to come back after lunch (silly man). Next in
line was the Marine Corps office, where the recruiter
was more than happy to accommodate me. A few weeks later
I was back in the city of my birth taking the ASVAB,
the results of which qualified me for various military
jobs. When I looked at the list of Military Occupational
Specialties offered, I picked the one that had the longest
training school after boot camp, reasoning correctly
that more schooling would equal a better job. My MOS
was, "AV-8 Communications and Navigation Systems
Technician," which meant next to nothing to me.
I only knew it was technical, that I'd be stationed
"West Coast," and that I'd be there for a
six year enlistment. A few months later I was off to
boot camp in San Diego. My training took me first to
Tustin, California, then to NAS Millington, Tennessee
for electronics training, and finally to Cherry Point,
North Carolina for a brief aircraft orientation. In
July 1985 I went home on leave, packed up my little
Ford Fiesta and took off for Yuma, Arizona, where I
would be stationed for the remaining five years of my
enlistment. I worked as a troubleshooter on the electrical
and avionics systems on the Harrier aircraft, a job
I loved, if not always the regimental life (which sometimes
bordered on the maniacally absurd) that accompanied
it. Assigned to a tactical squadron, we deployed frequently,
including a six-month "West Pac" trip around
the Pacific rim on the USS Tarawa, an amphibious
assault ship named for a bloody WWII battle. While no
major wars took place, my time in the military (1984-1990)
saw one of the greatest peacetime military buildups
in American history, and those of us who served together
during this time now think of ourselves as the last
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Olongapo,
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USS Tarawa flight deck
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CAX,
Twenty-Nine Palms, CA (November
1987) |
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Only a few months after I hit the road for
Yuma, my mother again adopted, this time as
a single parent. It would be two full years
before I would meet my little sister Jessica
from the Dominican Republic [note: my mother
remarried in 1992, and now her nurturing urges
are assigned to grandchildren, two dogs, and
the occasional stray cat that always seems to
know where to show up]. My time in the military
heightened my awareness of world events and
deepened my appreciation for history and for
foreign cultures. At the conclusion of my enlistment
in 1990, I returned to West Michigan and embarked
full time on my undergraduate degree in history,
which I completed (along with the requirements
for a teaching certificate) in three years.
Jobs were scarce in Michigan that year, and
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home for troubled youth. This experience only
served to make me an even better teacher when I did finally enter the
classroom full time the following year. I began
teaching US history to 10th grade high school
students in 1994. Since that time I have completed
a Masters degree and 30 additional hours of
course work beyond that degree. I have also
had the privilege of participating in numerous
seminars with such prestigious organizations
as Gilder Lehrman and the The Bill of Rights
Institute.
I had been a collector since those early days
in Oxford, but it was as a young adult that
I began to turn a critical eye to many of the
items I had collected, especially comic books.
In particular, I realized that the many Bronze
Age titles that featured minority characters
reflected the changing society resulting from
the culmination of the Civil Rights movement,
and yet so many of them still retained some
stereotyping (and almost none of them were commercially
successful). I began to investigate further,
looking for how history was reflected in other
popular culture sources. The invention of the
Internet impacted my collecting in two ways.
It made discovering and acquiring items much
easier, and it provided me with an idea for
how I could share my growing collection with
others and use it as an educational tool. The
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Black
Goliath #1 (February 1976) |
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Center was launched in 1999.
It has grown in size and scope, with the emphasis
now turning slowing toward historical analysis.
The technical quality of the site has also improved,
but the majority of my time is spent on the
history rather than on learning new technology.
Functionality is more important to me than aesthetics.
The Authentic History Center receives no funding
outside of donations from users. CDs and DVDs
of historical sounds and images from the collection
are given as gifts for those who donate.
In addition to my work on The Authentic History
Center and my teaching duties, I am busy with
family and other interests. I live in West Michigan with my wife, 4 children, three cats, and one dog. |
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